Freitag, 14. Januar 2011

obsession


Die Musik. Sie ist wie eine Sucht.
Was würden wir ohne sie machen?
Sie liegt uns im Blut. 
In jedem von uns...jeder ist ihr Sklave.
unumgänglich

Gedanken über.. 
"
Musik die mein Leben begleitet.
Moment. Feeling. Memory.

Dr. Feelgood nach dem Aufstehen. Silvester 2010 Let Me Sing.  Time Of Our Lives und der erste Versuch den Sommer/Herbst 2010 abzuschließen. Es läuft World Painted Blood und mOBSCENE .. wie in einem Traum steigen mir zwei Gesichter in meinen Kopf. Durch Kickstart My Heart erlangte ich die Kraft weiter zu kämpfen. Zu I Still Feel Her Part III lag ich Stunden in meinem Bett. Wird The Pot, Paint It Black oder A Toast To The Future Kids! gespielt, glaube ich, dass mein Telefon sich bemerkbar macht. Constantine lässt mich weinen. Autumn in der acoustic Version, lässt mich in Erinnerungen schweben. The Scorpion.. 
Ich könnte tagelang weiter schreiben. Ich verbinde alles mit einem Song... sei es auf die Lyrics bezogen oder .. weil dieser Song in dem Moment gespielt wurd... im Hintergrund.. für viele unbemerkt blieb.. oder er sich nur in meinem Kopf abspielte.. wieder und wieder und wieder. Smokin' In The Boys Room.

In diesem Moment läuft bei mir , vom Appetide For Destruction Album der Guns N' Roses .. Paradise City. Vielleicht werde ich einst diesen Moment.. in dem ich diesen Blog verfasst habe, mit genau diesem Song verbinden. Was ich für vollkommen ausgeschlossen und definitiv verkehrt halte.. damit mache ich mir aber nur selber wieder bewusst, dass ich es nicht  steuern kann, an wen oder was ich mich bei welchem Song erinnere.


 <3

        

Kommentare:

Frau von und zu hat gesagt…

"Zu I Still Feel Her Part III lag ich Stunden in meinem Bett."

.. klingt wie aus meinem Leben..

Wiedermal ein netter Post :)

<3

ayu hat gesagt…

leider kenn ich bis auf paradise city und mobsence die anderen titel nicht aber ich finde du hast diesen eintrag echt gut verfasst und ich finde es schön zu lesen das es noch leute gibt die so denken. die musik mit einem moment verbinden.

Beth Randall hat gesagt…

Musik ist schon eine schöne Sache <3

Anonym hat gesagt…

Your so called 'writing' or 'poetry' or whatever you call it is that of a spastic 12-year-old retard with down syndrome and ADD. A part of my soul died from reading your bullshit, so thanks for that.

In response to your slut friend.. HAHA. Cunt, it's so easy to stalk your pathetic ass because you put your information on the internet for all to see. You accept anyone who friend requests you on a social website and you don't care about your many "online buddies." Of course no one does, but it's so stupid to accept for the sole purpose of have more "friends" and being recognized.

Many people know who you are. They know you because of something stupid, because you write bullshit 'poetry' and put ugly-angled pictures of yourself on the internet. Lots of makeup, lighting, and shit to cover up your hideous flaws, but I don't blame you for many young ladies do that at this time and age.
Speaking of which your nose is SO BIG! It's bigger than a Jew's nose, so you should get that fixed.

Yes, I'm pathetic to a point, but not more so than an ugly attention whore with an IQ of 56.

Baby, just come here and suck daddy's dick. It's all you're good for and will ever be good for.

Anonym hat gesagt…

By the way Nadja, I know you did that tit-shot for me. They're small but doable. I knew you were a little slut for my dick cumdumpster.

Beth Randall hat gesagt…

awwwwwwww *.*

Um jetzt einmal meine Spekulationen auf den Tisch zu klopfen.
Weshalb schreibt mir jemand auf englisch, meint aber, er hätte meine Posts gelesen und sie wären nicht mehr als "dummes attentionen whore Gerede"?
Googleübersetzer reicht nicht, um alles sinnvoll zu übersetzen... also nach dem Verständnis muss es jemand mit deutscher Abstammung sein.
Wer hegt solch einen Hass im Internet gegen mich, der mich nicht kennt? Wem hab ich was getan, der sich nun auf solch armselige Art und Weise rächen muss?

And anonym ;D
I like my nose... and u can't bawl me out... such comments are pointless... I already don't take something like.. THIS to my heart. Please shut up.. and yeah razz somebody other.

P.S. Come.. and kill my ugly dog.. I promissed u.. vengeance is sweet...

P.S.S. Please answer: Who are u?
I want a face behind this comments...
I don't like to speak with anonym persons... mhh but.. have u ever get a existence, honey?

P.S.S. U made my day. I love u. Come.. be my prince.

v. hat gesagt…

nadjaherz.

das sind formulierungen eines englischsprachlers.

das ist mir sicherheit kein deutscher, vielleicht kann er/sie deutsch.

tut ja nichts zur sache, laecherlich bleibt laecherlich. :)

Beth Randall hat gesagt…

DAS! mag gut sein..
Ich versteh die Menscheit nicht mehr..
hab ich noch nie aber nun kommts richtig hart (:

;D

v. hat gesagt…

ach, ich find es ziemlich amuesant irgendwie.
erbaermlich, aber amuesant. :D

Beth Randall hat gesagt…

Mal sehen was noch kommt *.*

Anonym hat gesagt…

DON'T UNDERSTAND HUMANITY?!?!?!?!11 Well, why don't you go read a fucking book or go find out for yourself, rather than just preach about it. Go study psychology or something, twat. There is nothing more interesting than working with the criminally insane geniuses and now I'm just blabbering in my own shit.

Haha why would any true American be interested in a emo German child? You're not as pretty as Zoe Kimball or Tabby, American camwhore sluts. You certainly don't post noods of yourself, well at least to my knowledge. Yet, I bet a slut like you have questionable images somewhere. It's typical.

You all look the same. You and your friends. Like a bunch of zombies. Too many disgusting piercings that make your face look like a truck, same fashion style, same hair, cheap caked on make up (even the boys!). Yes, nothing is original these days but you children take the cake. You. Are. All. The. Same. So, "razzing" (is that even a word?) on someone else is the same as "razzing" you. I'll get the same typical response.
I guess your heart it full of shit, too. And this isn't revenge or anything stupid cunt. I do and say what I feel like for this is just the internet. Why don't you make your blog private or something? Why would you though? You and your tranny friend v. find this amusing. Oh, and tranny friend... lol @ u. Then again you zombies aren't actually alive, so you have no feelings...

If I killed your dog what the hell would you do to me? All you'll do is take pictures of your dead dog in your arms, crying, then blog about it. And then you'll take more ugly angled pictures to make your Jew nose appear smaller.

Who am I? Oh cunt, you don't deem me worthy so who I am is not important to you or anyone. I'm the exact opposite of you. You like yourself to be known on the internet while I would rather remain Anonymous. It's not because I'm afraid of you lololol. It's because I value myself and my privacy and that I'm not stupid enough to showcase myself to other questionable unknown internet personal (like myself).

Mmm your prince charming? I would rape you and leave you there to die out in the cold. Hmm your kind of Prince Charming, correct?
Though, I would rather not get AIDs or some other STD. I guess I'll do you a favor since no other sane or insane, healthy or ill man would ever want you.

Beth Randall hat gesagt…

Das nenn ich mal kein Leben haben ^^

Beth Randall hat gesagt…

Das nenn ich mal kein Leben haben ^^

Anonym hat gesagt…

And that's what I call a retard. ^^ Any better insults than that of a 12 year old? ^^

Beth Randall hat gesagt…

and.. what do you expect to achieve by that? mhh?

Anonym hat gesagt…

since you lil' sociopath prefer to remain anonymous, you are basically just fighting on an unequal level.


calling you a sociopath is actually a compliment, since sociopaths are usually very smart and intelectual, where you on the other hand seem to be none of that but a frustrated little highschoolboy, who probably has never ever been laid, so I take that back.



ever asked yourself how you'd gotten as pathetic as this? stalking and attacking random persons on the internet. you're probably just too stupid and afraid to do that in real life, it's always easier in the world wide web. I bet you're mommy's boy who still wets his bed and a loser in school, aren't you?

aww, kind of feel sorry for your ass.

Anonym hat gesagt…

@Nadja: Thrills

@Whitenight: Oh dear white night faggot! Such a shame that you feel the urge to protect your princess's golden vagina! Are you hoping that she'll reward your hopeless ass with sex? If you are a girl, are you hoping that she'll pay any attention to you so maybe that you will be considered her friend? I'm only wondering. You bet this and you think that. Hmhmhmhm. Yes, please make some mindless assumptions about me. It makes me feel far superior than your sad, sad self. Considering how sad you think I am. ^^ This has nothing to do with you and all you're achieving is making the flame bigger. The flame may just be as big as my own ego. Haha not.

But stalking her is just so easy! D: She doesn't have much of a brain, since she posts most everything everywhere. I believe that google is doing the stalking for me.

Yay, more 12-year-old insults. ^^

Anonym hat gesagt…

hilarious. I applaud you.

Beth Randall hat gesagt…

Darf ich lachen?

Beth Randall hat gesagt…

Darf ich lachen?